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itulah mereka 'NYAWA'

duduk... termenung...berfikir....


banyak hikmah FYP yang buat aku terfikir, berfikir...

tajuk- 'Hispathological studies on gonad of Javanese Medaka, exposed to organotin'
canggih laa bunyi,, hahahha kononnya...

'ko buat pasal apa ba?'

'ikan'

'ikan? ikan apa?'

'java medaka'

ada yang, 'go Iba!'
ada juga yang 'apa-apalaaaa'
ada yang -aku tak boleh nak describe macam mana muka
aku- hahahahha- aku pun pada asalnya tak kenal pun ikan tu, tak taw pun tak macam mana morfologinya *ofkos laa mcm ikan2 lain* , tak taw tahap macam mana mengada-ngadanya ikan tu,
etc etc etc..
and yes, i'm gonna exposed them to organotin, then bedah mereka, untuk tengok gonad, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!*gelak keji*

i try to look it at the other side,
it is not just a plain Final Year Project, just to complete my courses in UPM, to fulfil the requirement to graduate, blablablabla
but i'm playing the most important player in this project - 'nyawa ikan'

awal-awal dlu,
pegi sampling- seronok gila dapat tangkap---and yes, my project is on!
balik dari sampling, banyak jugak yang mati, mabuk darat kott ikan-ikan niii
'wooooshhhh' buang jasad2 yang tak bersalah tu masuk longkang...

kehidupan berubah..
kena bagi makan kat dyowang tiap-tiap hari,
in the meantime... ada jugak yang menyusul arwah2 yang terdahulu...-ikan mati -
maybe terkejut, daripada bebas berenang-renang kat kawasan luas, longkang semulajadi yang mendamaikan, merentas batang-batang pokok mati dalam air brackish gila busuk wane itam,
tup-tup, tersepit dalam bekas kaca, pusing-pusing nampak kawan2 yang sama jugak ...lemas...*ikan mana ada lemas dalam air~~ *ok, stressssss~~ stresssss
cara terbaek-meninggal lah mereka...

yang mana tinggal...kami duk jaga leklok...sampailaa sekarang....

mende tangan aku tu? *preparing ayaq garam untuk artemia



artemia,...*makanan ikan kami~~



ikan bilis lagi besar,..Javanese Medaka



tank ikan =)


bila dyowang dah masuk dalam tank, bagi makan macam biasa, tengok mata dyowang..
'kesiannya....'
'tak bosan ke jadi ikan?'
'kenapa nak penat-penat duk dalam air? padahal atas darat ni banyak je udara?'
'hmmm.....'
Allah punya kuasa, Subhanallah..

sayang kepada mereka timbul...
nyawa...

sambil berus2 akuarium, sambil sediakan artemia, sambil sambil sambil....
i keep on questioning to myself:-
sejauh mana bernilainya nyawa dyowang untuk projek aku?
apa benefitnya nyawa dyowang nak aku korban untuk projek aku?
apa je sumbangan projek aku? untuk gred aku? untuk orang lain? untuk apa?
Allahurabbi....
*tears*
*oh emosinya suhaiba*

lebih emosi, bila dyowang da start bertelur...

k.zaza,'iba, cuba check telur-telur ni, buang yang mana dah mati ye'

grab the dissecting microscope, then tengok
'subhanallah'
guess what i see? ada yang dah berdegup jantungnya,
fascinating!
*tears*
*emosi sekali lagi*

=_=.....

STAY KOLEJ

okay, ni first time aku stay kolej time coti kena bayar sewa *cemtuhhhhh
yelah before ni ,stay sebab berbakti untuk kolej,
kali ni stay sebab kepentingan diri sendiri, cemtuhhhhh

bayar...hmmm..ikat perut.... kontrol bajet.....

bersama rumet baru,
pada satu masa lepas kitowang penat berkemas bilik baru *pindah blok lain untuk sewa*
kami duduk, sembang2 mcm biasa...
rumet baru, 'iba, kita kena buat betul-betul untuk projek ni. Yelah, kita stay sini, berbayar, jangan sia-siakan masa yang ada, lagipun kita stay untuk projek.'
aku, 'hmm, betul jugak!'

it touch deep down in my heart, and my mind, terima kasih kawan kerana mengingatkan..

yes, i long for advices..

terima kasih emak dan ayah, relakan iba tak balik,... maaf..... nanti kita spend masa sama-sama ea.... lama-lama... ^^.....


okbai


*sambung observe telur ikan*
salam maulidur rasul!

untuk GLOSARI yang tak paham tu, boleh lah rujuk saudara GOOGLE untuk pengetahuan yang lebih lanjut =)



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