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couple?
my Principe b4 this...really to avoid that thingy
mak n ayah selalu pesan..
belajar dlu...jgn nak memandai mandai....
harapan dyowang tggi na tgok aku berjaye...

zaman aku kt skola menengah...
pegangan aku semakin kuat....to not to get into that kind of relationship....
kakak2, kawan2 yg prihatin serta guru2 yg sangat mengambil berat hal2 camni...
smemangnye aku sgt kuat waktu tu..=)

masa makin berlalu...
having crush?,..bukan ke itu normal?...i have my crush too..ahahah
hmmm..nk share kt sape ea?...
with family?
its kinda taboo thing lahhh..
kitorang ta pna na share openly bout it,,..
hoho
malu der..huhuu
kengkwan jugak laa jdik mangse story mory aku...uhuhuu

hmmm,..
tapi skang..semakin berlalu masa...semakin aku tak kesah ngn pendirian aku ...
teruk kn?...
org yg hebat..ialah org yg berpegang pda pendiriannya...
hmm...tapi sekali sekala ..ade jugak tergelincirnye..

tapi perkara tu byk bg aku experience in so many sides...
my emotion, my priority, myself....sounds selfish right?
but that's the reality...i learn more about myself...
thanx experience, i owed you a lot!

sekarang, baru aku sedar...
lebih baik aku kuatkn semula pegangan aku yg dlu...avoid the couple thingy!
aku tahu aku masih ta ckop kuat,..aku cume harap sokongan dari org sekeliling aku..
mcm mana pun...nasib kite takkan berubah, unless diri sendiri yg mengubahnya..
x bermaksud aku anti gender yg lagi satu, bukan sebab aku terluka (wahhh ayat~),
hanyalah memerlukan ketenangan sebelum memulakan satu ikatan yg abadi....(berangan gilerr)....aminnn ^_^



p/s:mmg seronok bile patah balik zaman skola dlu,...bende2 mcm ni xpernah terlintas dlm otak..

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